Grama....................

Just found out last night gram might not do chemo.......... I know it is her life her body and her choice but why wouldn't she fight fight to live, fight to see her grandchildren, and see more great grandchildren??? Or even her own children?? I know it is her desicion, so that is why i will trust in the lord and pray that she will make the right choice, and support her whatever she decides to make. If i didn't know there was a life after this and i can see her again, and have eternity with her i would be downright depressed...... but i still get up every moring take care of the dogs, go to school, do homework, and study the scriptures, and pray i will fing peace and so will grama and the rest of my family. I know every thing will happen according to the lord's will, it give me strenghth to endure every day one day at a time. I just have to remember there is always a light at the end of the tunnel...........and the lord only gives us how much we can bear.So we just all have to trust in him and hope it works out according to the lord's will. Plaese keep my grama in your prayers to night.......... Love u grama<3

Kellie Pickler

My new favorite singer Kellie Pickler. She has an awesome voice!!!!!!!!!! I love her!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!! =)

Grama..............

I just foung out that my grama has colon cancer. It is at stage four and the tumor in her colon is huge, and it has spread to her liver. She is going to the cancer clinic, and is going to tell them that she is going to go to pittsburgh for chemotherepy, and for radiation. Right now i feel like my life is going all wrong and that i just want to cry and cry and cry. I cant always cry i am sometimes just numb. I am just grate ful for the time i have spent with her, and that she was living in harborcreek close to our family, instead of being in florida or some island. I am just so grateful for the gospel, because it gives me peace and reasurance. Even though I am going though another hard time in my life, i will trust in the lord and accept whatever is the lords will.i9 am so grateful for the gospel in my life, i dont know where i would be without it. I just want to say the the church is true and the gospel will be with my grama through out her cancer, and with my family. Please keep my grama in your prays she has been the only and best grama i have ever known.