Grama Dying.............=(

Please keep my grama in your thoughts and prayers, she is dying from colon cancer. It is killing her day by day, slowly she is dying a slow sick death that she doesn't deserve. I wish I couldn't see but I see it killing her and it tearing me apart inside. Growths.......growths on her liver and colon that is what is killing my grama. The only grama i have EVER known............ she is going to die in just a few short weeks. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvAsFXnN8-8 I just want to say I love her very much even though we weren't very close i still love her very much.

Grama....................

Just found out last night gram might not do chemo.......... I know it is her life her body and her choice but why wouldn't she fight fight to live, fight to see her grandchildren, and see more great grandchildren??? Or even her own children?? I know it is her desicion, so that is why i will trust in the lord and pray that she will make the right choice, and support her whatever she decides to make. If i didn't know there was a life after this and i can see her again, and have eternity with her i would be downright depressed...... but i still get up every moring take care of the dogs, go to school, do homework, and study the scriptures, and pray i will fing peace and so will grama and the rest of my family. I know every thing will happen according to the lord's will, it give me strenghth to endure every day one day at a time. I just have to remember there is always a light at the end of the tunnel...........and the lord only gives us how much we can bear.So we just all have to trust in him and hope it works out according to the lord's will. Plaese keep my grama in your prayers to night.......... Love u grama<3

Kellie Pickler

My new favorite singer Kellie Pickler. She has an awesome voice!!!!!!!!!! I love her!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!! =)

Grama..............

I just foung out that my grama has colon cancer. It is at stage four and the tumor in her colon is huge, and it has spread to her liver. She is going to the cancer clinic, and is going to tell them that she is going to go to pittsburgh for chemotherepy, and for radiation. Right now i feel like my life is going all wrong and that i just want to cry and cry and cry. I cant always cry i am sometimes just numb. I am just grate ful for the time i have spent with her, and that she was living in harborcreek close to our family, instead of being in florida or some island. I am just so grateful for the gospel, because it gives me peace and reasurance. Even though I am going though another hard time in my life, i will trust in the lord and accept whatever is the lords will.i9 am so grateful for the gospel in my life, i dont know where i would be without it. I just want to say the the church is true and the gospel will be with my grama through out her cancer, and with my family. Please keep my grama in your prays she has been the only and best grama i have ever known.

Camping

I went camping with my cousins and my aunt we had lots of fun we hiked about 4 miles, and we just sorta hung out, and after we were done hiking we ate, and then went to the creeek and caught crawfish, they look like mini lobsters. Then when we drove back to the camp site, we boiled them and them we ate some of the meat of the tails, mom didnt try any because she thought they were grose!!!!!=) I had lots of fun and it was a great way to spend time with my cousins and aunt!!!!!!!!!! The dogs were happy when we got home.......... they were jumping as high as they could!!!!!!! I am sure my mom will blog it in more detail than i did... so if u want to read more about it just look at my mom's blog!!!!!LOL!!!!!!!!!=)

Girls camp

I had soooooo much fun at girls camp we hiked, canoed, and did archery. We did lots of classes so we would be surefied for the next year i go. I made lots of new friends, they are all awesome!!!!!!!! I am so exicted for next year, i want it to be another week!!lol!! We woke up with pots baning,and the megaphone a 5:30 am!!!!!!!!! We had certain people cook the meals, and a couple of people had to cook for the whole camp, there was a total of forty girls, not counting the camp leaders. The theme was baseball,, we sang in front of people, and even did skits and cheers!!!! My favorite night was the testimony meeting night we hiked up to the "sacret Grove" and i actually bore my testimony for the first time, and lots of people said they liked my testimony, even though i cried alot, i felt like my heart was going to burst if i didnt bear my testimony so i did. A girl from my ward, after she bore hers thats when i bore mine, she set off the tears. Then after that we had to follow the "IRON ROD" wich was a rope and the wcl's tryed to temt us and we hads to go around trees and logs without flaslights, then i walked back to camp with 3 others girls, then i had a flashlight so we could see where we were going. Camp was a very spiritual grwoth for me, i have a longer testimony and i actually bore it in front of people i thought i would never do that, but i did. I just want to say that even though heavenly father gives us trials, they make us stronger and i know it from my own trails, and we are all here to become steadfast and immovable in the church, and alwats abohnding in good works like heavenly father and jesus christ, i learned the real meaning of mosiah 5:15 at girls camp and i encourage all the young women to go, because it was one of the best times in my life. I love every single young women there at girls camp this year they are like sisters to me. I know the church of jesus christ is the one and only true church, and joseph smith restored the gospel and jesus died for all our sins, and i want say this in the name ofour savior jesus christ , amen.

Jonas Brothers

My new favorite band is the Jonas Brothers.......... my favorite member is nick jonas. They stared in Camp Rock on the disney channel. They are awesome ans nick is sorta cute!!!=) lol. I really dont have much more to say.